So the last couple of days I was busy fasting and went for terawih with my parents and sister. I was also busy with learning new recipe of chocolate and almond cookies with m0m's friend. And yesterday, I made one already. Not forgotten, I also made some of my own dishes for Iftar.

I am still feeling awkward with the first week of fasting month but I’m getting used to it. I love being at home in my hometown. It feels so warmth that everything falls into place. Currently I’m counting down the hours to go back tomorrow night.

The feeling of leaving this place is like I have to be on my own again. Actually I am and I have to. Indeed that is what life is all about. Therefore I now gather my courage to face the next step so that I will be very prepared for whatever that comes.

I am still new to this blogging thing but I received many supports from other bloggers to continue writing. I always love writing but there is still anxiety. As I am a final year student of TESL, it is my gratitude to publish my own posts… hopefully this somehow will benefit my students and whoever drops by my page. I was so amazed reading other bloggers’ writing. The beauty of words is dreadfully charming. I also love reading so I will spend some time reading blogs of my interest. If I want to read about young and lovely spirit, I prefer Sunflares Plethora. She is just so adorable, sweet and cool as well. One thing about her that is just so gorgeous is that she writes series of letters on conversations between the grass and the clouds! Overall I love her simply because there are many similarities we share.

Homely feeling would be Mary Poppins.’ My passion is sewing and I always dream that if I have ample time I would sew like her. I love all the design fabrics she uses. They are just so beautiful. I really admire her personal taste. I imagine if I am married and have no other occupation, I wish to be like her! Go and check both blogs to prove my words!

Thank you for all inspiring bloggers. I won’t be afraid no more. I hope to see myself happy, brave and have firm heart. I wish a very bright and meaningful days, always.

PRETTY BLUEBELLS to All Muslims- Wishing You "Salam Ramadhan"

Salam Ramadhan buat semua.. Selamat beribadah ~

Some things are better in its own way ~

"Some things are better left unsaid." That's what I believe. But it is hard to define what the "some things" are. It depends on how you perceive what you want to hear or not hear. When I overheard people said good things about me I'd say - "God, please forgive me." I pray that those things won't affect me and still keep me in this little world of mine. This happened when I was dreadfully busy working on my lesson plan. I heard my friend praised me.I am an introvert, so whatever that comes to mind, it cannot put that into words. It is wrong when people feel proud of themselves whenever people throw their compliments. Sinful, indeed. All we have to do is be thankful to God for His blessing. All good things is from Him. Anyway, thank you to all my lovely friends. They are all very gorgeous too. They just do not know how much I adore them (just because I don't know how to tell it).

Ustaz Asri, the most influential and well-known person in nasyeed industry has given a lot of impacts on me personally. The patience he displayed and wisdom he portrayed answer why he is such an admirable person. Most importantly, he was not a talkative person. He was a very down-to-earth person. He listened more even though actually it is his views and opinions which matter most. That is a very prominent charateristic which I admire in him. Not all people can do that. God loves him more- that's why He took him from your loved ones..

Mom, Dad..Wait for my c0meback ~

Life as a Practicum Teacher ~

For the time being everyone is homesick and can't wait to go back and meet their parents. Lucky for me that this week is the exam week for my school so no lesson plan to be prepared for this whole week. If I happen to teach, certainly shallows and delirium will overwhelm.

Life is always about how you deal with what you encounter. So thinking of the coming holiday may and may not be good because in one way or another it either cheers you up or makes your life upside down. Focus on what you currently should be doing would be the best solution. Taken from my all- time favourite series, it says - "...On such a full sea are we now afloat...and we must take the current as it serves...or lose the ventures before us..."

I woke up early this morning and finished two 'reflective journal' which was assigned for practicum teachers. It happened that our Head of Department came and checked our current progress in school... and God is Great- everything is fine..me and my colleague just need to make a little modifications here and there. School life has taken its place right in my heart (it's a learning process for me) and I know that the training I receive there will definitely help me face the challenging years for my future undertaking and at the same time help me become a better person.

From ME to ME: Your Smile is Contagious ~

Dear O dear,

Even though clouds will rage in
And the storms will race in
Even though heavy rains will pour down
And the waves will crash around
Your contagious smile is what it takes

Dreams may not come true
Yet hopes may not be so true to you
But I promise
Your contagious smile is what it takes

I never wanna see you in heartache
I never wanna see you on your knees
What I want so bad
Is the sweetest silence in your eyes

But I promise
You contagious smile is what it takes

With Arms Outstretched ~

I remind myself as well as to others- that little drawbacks should not deter us from achieving what we always wanted. Just now I can't help myself from feeling so down and blue. So as to heal it, I discovered something new:

This is something for us to ponder - little imperfections indeed, make people perfect.
This may not be related to what I encountered today in my class but it's something that we can value as time passes by ~

ME today

I feel very upset because my students from Form 4 did not submit their work. This is not because they did not submit their book but I think they didn't do it at all and so they lied. The lesson went very well especially the set induction part but towards the end I couldn't help showing my a dull face. Yeah, it seemed that they spoiled my mood. These particular students- I told them that I'm so upset that what they did disappoint me. The three of them just didn't focus or pay attention at all what more to do the work I gave.

I guess that I've been the best teacher I could- so tolerant and considerate- I facilitated them one by one, asked them what they need, what their problems were and so on. Actually the others are okay and obedient - but the three- the three musketeers were disappointing.

That's ME today.